You are not a mess, you are brave for trying!
Life is sometimes confusing, frustrating and complex. All of which I feel like I am experiencing right now. The journey that many parts of my life are moving and changing mostly in ways that I am not orchestrating. Initially this drives me crazy because, I am a big picture person who cares about the details; however, with some things I have come to the conclusion that my best options are to pray, try my best and leave room for God. No temper tantrum or stopping progress but to keep stepping forward through the uncomfortable season knowing that the next stair will be there…I just have to be brave enough to keep moving.
Enjoy the journey, good job for trying and for being brave!